January 2012.
I barely touch this thing anymore. I swear I’ll look back on this and wish that I would’ve updated it a bit more frequently. Well, nothing’s really changed, but a lot has happened. My boyfriend spent the weekend as always until Tuesday two weeks ago. It was fun as always. It seemed a lot longer even though it was only one more day than usual. Definitely something I could get used to. Only less than three days passed and we were already going crazy about not seeing each other. I guess we’re that attached haha. Another three day weekend and a special date. Last weekend he came over again. There was nothing significant about last Friday, but we both felt like it was a special night. It felt like a first date all over again. We ate dinner then went home. He asked me to be his valentine and we both smiled knowing my answer was of course. The following night we went to IHOP and I taught him how to play thirteen while we ate nutella crepes and our favorite drink :]
In every post about my boyfriend, it seems like I repeat the same thing over and over thinking I elaborate more and more whereas I don’t. I wasn’t looking for a boyfriend when Joseph came into my life. In fact, I didn’t even want a boyfriend because I was too busy enjoying the single life and life in general. When he and I became official, I felt it was only right. I fell in love with him and I continue falling deeper in love with him as days pass. He’s amazing and he’s the love of my life. It seems like as time goes by, we grow closer and more stable. We continue growing with each other and loving each other more and more.
Dear life, I’ve never felt this way before.
Thank you babyy ..
I can never completely say what I want when it comes to you. Even when I draft out my thoughts and feelings, something always seems to be missing. But as time goes on and I continue writing about us, it seems that I get a bit closer to what I want to say.
Let me first say this, I love you. I’ve always loved you. Even when the two of us were both completely unaware of our feelings for each other, I know now, I’ve loved you ever since. There was this care far greater than the kind I usually show to people I come across or befriend. I had no idea who you were back in June and I’m sure I was just another girl you added and talked to. Regardless, we both acted like we knew each other all our lives, and although I’m always comfortable with people I don’t know, it was just different with you.
The day we met at the beach was the most amazing day of my life. I think getting lost for a while was part of the fun. Haha. I couldn’t believe that I was home. I haven’t visited in forever and to know that you were with me to do that .. damn. When we made it official, it still gets to me how the sun coincidentally appeared from behind the clouds and the sky started to clear. Whether that was a sign or not, it made the moment that much more beautiful. I felt that whenever you and I were together, everyone would smile at us. I felt like just by the sight of us everyone was able to feel the love you and I share. A part of me even feels that we share it with the random strangers that pass us by.
Every day that passes by is another day of creating memories with you. I’m in love with you babyy. It’s the little things that mean the most to me. The way you look at me makes me melt or the way you smile at me. Sometimes when you stare at me as I talk makes me feel uncomfortable but loved at the same time. Haha, I like it. Thank you for more fun times babyy.
I love the thought that strangers always compliment us or wish us the best. It makes me feel like we’re the only couple out there who are truly in love. I still can’t believe this is happening to us. We’ve already experienced what most people dream of experiencing. I’m glad to be sharing my life with you <3
It’s nice that you get to spend more time with the Mains and you met my friends. It was nice we were able to do so much on our third month together. It meant the world to me.
Although it isn’t the exact time, I’ll still post this. I’m sorry it’s late, but I wanted to try and say everything on this one.
Happy three months my love.
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222 plays![chillass saturday :] watching the niner game & i have no idea whats going on until the score changes. BAHAHAHAHA. irdc about football, but hearing everyone all pumped up & shit makes me excited.](http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxt8t1ei081qb1souo1_500.jpg)
chillass saturday :] watching the niner game & i have no idea whats going on until the score changes. BAHAHAHAHA. irdc about football, but hearing everyone all pumped up & shit makes me excited.
Cheating is cheating.
Emotionally; having feelings for another.
Physically; having physical contact with another in a sexual//flirty way.
Mentally; thinking about another.
One of the above is good enough for me to dip the fuck out.
FEMALES.
There’s a reason why I don’t fuck with a lot of you or dipped out your life. I’m not even a guy and I’m irritated by most of you, and by most I mean 95% of you. You’re emotionally unstable. That shit is such a turn off. Do you guys even know what the flying fuck you want ? I mean damn, if you don’t, how the fuck do you expect another individual to fucking know ?! You whine about the stupidest most menial shit in the world. Some girl looked at you ugly and now you want to start World War motherfucking three over it. Seriously ? Grow the fuck up. How old are you, eight ? What, are you going to go to your damn mother telling her someone called you a name ?! Holy shit girlfriend. You’re bipolar as fuck. Shut the fuck up with using your damn period as an excuse to bitch someone out or to scare someone. The don’t fuck with me I’m on my period line is so damn stupid. I’ll fucking fuck with you even more just to piss you the fuck off. You’re nice one moment and the next, that same someone is the fucking devil. Maaaan, I’d slap the shit out of you. You’re a fucking hypocrite. I put a huuuunniiiiiiit on this shit that you guys staaaay saying you want this and that in a man and you believe in this and that about love and y’all are the same dip shits who stay runnin’ back to that asshole exboyfriend of yours. You guys only fuck with real people when the only damn heads you affiliate yourself with are the same dumbass fake fucks spittin’ the same shit as you. Oh gosh, and you fucking wonder why these so called real friends backstab you.
You bitches irritate the hell out of me. Sit the fuck down. Fellas, I fucking commend you guys for not being gay.
