December 2010
34 posts
sexyrichrawrd asked: we probably havnt spoken yet haha but you are free to flirt with me tho! (: oh i mean talk! talk to me tho! (:
Beautiful.
It’s crazy with what happened. Again, I feel like crying. I’m no longer sad or frustrated, nor was I ever bitter. This time, I want to cry because of what I knew. It’s beautiful, really. How I experienced this miracle. Maybe after this one, I’ll experience another. Everything floods back when I choose to let it all in. How I saw the emotion in your eyes that night I walked...
At peace with myself.
I guess we’re spending New Years Eve at my uncles tonight. No plans for today except the usual kick it with the Mains. Tomorrow’s New Years & I dont think I have anything to do, so hopefully I’ll be able to take that walk & end up on that hill of my elementary school. It’s still like a movie. I’ll sit there just as I did before. I’ll look out to the...
sexyrichrawrd asked: happy new years eve! i hope you stay safe with whatever you are doing tonight (:
rewind to the beginning of 2k10.
Of course sitting here reminiscing brings a smile to my face. Reflecting on everything won’t bring back the details of the memories, but I can paint a vague picture. I guess that’s good enough for me, I can’t do any thing more.
2009 ended in a way i didnt see coming. Honestly, I hated it. 2010 I forced myself to get myself together. In the beginning, I started blogtv via...
@btvfam reunion &other adventures.
finally, last night @btvfam got together. hella smaller group than usual, but it was chill. it was perfect timing. i needed bro time. i finally got to hang out with ron since last time was jehs a hi &bye in a parking lot. LOL. rodel swooped &we caught up on the ride to sj &grabbed coffee at starbucks to pass time as well. hit up dublin &we all finally met later on at target. after...
SUP.
babe: so .. nikki .. i have a question.
me: wsup ?
babe: i hear all these rumors &shit. like ALL the time. everyone says 'oh shes sluty' &this &that, but youre nothing like that. like i cant even see it. like i always want them to explain it. im jw, how do yu deal with that ? how do yu cope knowing people say that about yu ?
me: heh, simple; i know who i am &idc what others say. im confident about my identity &others are jehs typical judgemental heads. i cant change that about them. its jehs .. really sad.
babe: ik. yeah youre one hell of a person. thats crazy. yeah, i jehs always wondered.
me: identity. thats all it is. fuck what others think. i love the pleasant surprise they get when they actually get to know me. s'like i let me being myself shut them tf up :)
im back
doing every single thing MY way, playing by MY rules. all i can say is good job being the only one, supposedly. no regard for none but my ish. yer tired of hearing that in other words yer not good enough. i guess it was my fault, i have my motherly side; i was never a girlfriend.
i happily changed my mind, way of life &mindset for you. you wanted to be together &you proved yourself. it...
'i rep my friends' .
i dont rep no one ¬hin’ but MYSELF. id never say that. yu rep yer friends ? goo job , yu stick with shit , but for what ? exactly what principle are yu reppin’ homeboy ? immaturity. yu rep a whole for the sake of being a part of it. what was the situation tho’ ? i wont even say that about my best friend or my own family. if someone calls my mom a bitch,...
timxcho asked: when do i get to see dat vid tho? ;]
good job.
so yu tell me that yu &yer boys think my pictures sluty ? i said typical. wanna explain how ? its sluty becohs my leggings stop at mid thigh ? cohs it looks like im not wearing anything underneath ? oh, um is my ass &are my boobs showing ? am i flaunting anything ? or are your simple damn minds following what society makes yu think ? once a bitch slaps on...
Understand and forgive.
ivoncuhhz:
When someone does me wrong, I’m not the type of person to hold a grudge. I hate holding grudges, it only leads to stress. Sure, I’ll be mad for a couple of hours or days, but never for a long time.
Just explain yourself to me and prove to me that you’ve realized your mistakes and you’re willing to change and regain my friendship and trust again, and in most cases, after you’ve...
itsmarkanthony asked: STOP Camera whoring ? LOL idk if thats a word but ahahah yeah , HI !
This. right here. is hella. old ..
guess i gotta thank him for the experience i had.
guess i gotta thank myself for the thing that i said.
guess i gotta smile cohs it’s all over and done.
it was cool while it lasted, yeah we know it was fun.
guess it’s another ngga ima treat like a king
guess s’gon be another time that i’m gon’ have to bring
up what i said before
now that opened up the door
he...
Your example.
I refuse to be a hypocrite. I don’t want to live my life knowing I couldn’t practice what I preach to others. There’s a reason I say what I say. I won’t be there for someone and tell them everything will be okay when I can’t say that about my life. I can’t be a hypocrite. I’m simply not allowed. I can’t be an inspiration to others if I can’t...
dope.
timxcho:
Just realized…
“I want you.” is not equivalent to “I love you.”
“I need you.” is a bit closer to “I love you.” than “I want you.”
“I hate you.” sometimes can mean “I love you.”
“I love you.” sometimes can mean “I love you.”
etc…
“I love you.”, in most cases, is portrayed with pure silence.
imakeupquotes-deactivated201111 asked: DUDE. i love you (:
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imakeupquotes-deactivated201111 asked: DUDE. i love you (:
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Well, that wait wasn't long.
I’m single now. Crazy shit bruuuuh. I never even say that. LOL. I don’t even know what to think.
But best believe I’m good.
@deinsthename , I hope it was all worth it. :] Honestly.
preshoes:
When you can get me to bite my lip in an attempt to hold back a moan… you know you’re doing good. When you can get me to let go of my lip and moan, then you shouldn’t stop what you’re doing because what you’re doing is beyond good. It’s fucking great.
Text Messages From You. →
btpxo:
-11-19-2010:
tedeezy:
See, I usually don’t mind getting late replies to text messages. It’s just that, it’s you.
You used to be the person who would text back right away,
you used to be the person who actually starts the conversation,
you used to be the person who would send me more than one text to get my attention.
You used to be the person who sends an extra ”Good night”...
I'm seeing how it's going.
thaliaalovee:
Day by day you’re growing distant from me. It’s your choice. I’m not gonna force you to stay. If you don’t want me in your life, it’s your choice. I’ll accept your decision either way. Cause I already know we’re growing apart. I know you know but you don’t say anything about it. Maybe cause you want it to continue. YOU tell me where it’s gonna go on from here..
2010.
You’ve given me so much more than I could EVER ask for & there’s still so much more to come. This year was my year. This year is the year I will ALWAYS remember. I’ve experienced the most, met people I’ve never thought I’d come across, matured, traveled, loved and changed. This is by far the year that changed my life. Looking back, all I can do is smile. Another...
tylerchanel asked: Hey, Your Cute :)
Hi,Im @kidcobi (follow twitter) An Up Coming Artist I Was Wondering if You Could Reblog My New Video Or Give It A look, An See Of It, Its A Post Video For A Universal Records Audition :) Hope You Like..
http://xjacobi.tumblr.com/post/1379485939/me-kidcobi-follow-im-just-a-17-year-old-kid
Hi,Im @kidcobi (follow twitter) An Up Coming Artist I Was Wondering if You Could Reblog My New Video Or Give It A look, An See Of It, Its A Post Video For A Universal Records Audition :) Hope You Like..
http://xjacobi.tumblr.com/post/1379485939/me-kidcobi-follow-im-just-a-17-year-old-kid
I was looking back at my tumblr ..
and I now know what would make my life complete ..