January 2011
102 posts
Is it time ?
Will I really run to you ? Is it really time to actually show someone every part of who I am ? You’ve helped a lot recently. Reminding me. Refreshing my thoughts. Sharing a part of you people don’t really see. Reassuring me. I’m damn thankful, on the real. I’ve already confessed a part of what’s been going on. That took a lot & that was the most...
I'm sorry, but not really, NO.
Do you think I fucking homie hop ?! No, homeboy. Oh my goodness. Yeah, I’ll give it to you. You’re respectful & you seem like a genuine guy, but honestly, the way you’re approaching me is not cool. Bro, you know for a fact you gave me inside information. What are you trying to cause ? Honestly, I could care less. I don’t really care about what he’s doing...
Never a fail.
As much as this weekend was a total fail, it wasn’t even that bad. I think while I was dying in my room Saturday night, I was totally exaggerating. Friday nights are never a fail. The mains are all together & we always have some shit to do. We all kicked it at the pad & then kilo & I went on a Walmart & Lucky run. We hella got bored & ended up gettin’ dessert at...
Ashton Kutcher, No Strings Attached →
annaaamaayorrr:
I was shooting a scene in my new film, No Strings Attached, in which I say to Natalie Portman,
“If you miss me. you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”
I began to think of all of the billions of intimate exchanges sent daily via fingers and screens, bouncing between satellites and servers. With all...
dont know why norah jones
So many dudes think they a man 'cause they can...
“When a young man complains that a young lady has no heart, it’s pretty certain...”
– Drake (via k-isabella)
Need.
I don’t toss that word around. People always say I need you. Truth is, I rarely ever say that. I’ve only said that to two people in my life. Recently, I’ve been thinking about a lot. Without you, I’m not going to stop breathing & die. So no, I don’t need you. I honestly don’t even want to say it to you. I’m not in love with you & neither are you in...
whats even credible about yu ?
its sad when people make promises they cant keep. def not a good way to build or keep trust.
cute shit.
jillianbananas:
“Dude, wanna hang out?” “Nah, hanging out with my girl man.” “What happened to bros before hoes?” “That rule still goes, but it’s just that she ain’t a hoe.”
LOL im never covered up.
miles: dude ! yer wearing jeans !
me: why do yu always say that ?
miles: cohs yu never do !
broskeet: yeah & yer wearing longsleeves.
me: assholes.
yesssssuh !
Soo .. this Saturday my bbygirl wants me to go clubbing for my first time. I don’t dance -____- or party or whatever. I don’t drink or do drugs & thats what basically people do there right ? I don’t know. Whatever, I’m only going because it’s her queen day. Stupid whore. LOL. I’m only excited because it’s another first with the Mains. Fuck, I love...
'well, most people ..'
NO. stfu. im not ‘most people’ , dont compare me to the dumbass human race. k, cool. im a fucking alien. yu assuming im like the rest will make me not want to fucking even look at you. go die.
college.
i hate when everyone around me is furiously typing & im not doing anything. i start getting worried & thinking that i didnt do an assignment. then i find out theyre all on facebook.
thanks for the mini heart attack fuckers.
no.
i rather be what we are now. i love & care about you & i want the closeness we have to stay that way. no, i dont want to risk that to be with you. whatever happens , happens. i dont want that with you. i dont want to act out my thoughts. it goes against the rules. it goes against what we are. it just cant be.
i wanted to kiss you. i wanted to hold your hand. you wouldnt have stopped me...
fly solo // wiz khalifa
i was doing good way...
Happy queen day to my sister in law :]
I love this picture because your fucking boyfriend is hella stupid. HAHA. Happy queen day babes ! <3 I wish we could do something super big for your birthday, but yaaaw. Hopefully, clubbing will be fun & we get to do other crazy shit. I love you <3 See you this weekend :D
I fucking love you guys <3 the Mains.
Each other's spine.
I just got off the phone with bilts. He always manages to make me smile. I fucking love him. His ass texted me earlier telling me to do his math problem. LOLOL, that was hs shit. Then, he says I need to tutor him now. HAHA faggot. He ended up calling & we just caught up. I finally told him about what he said. We both laughed. Surprisingly, he talked about it though. We agreed that if we were...
Fast lane.
So, my school hella fucked me over. Now, I’m back at being part time -___- Don’t think you can fuck with me assholes, I’ll pull off full schedule next quarter just so my grad date wont be delayed. Bitches. I’ve got determination & my life’s straight. Trust, I’ll make shit happen. I always do. If I want something, I’ll fucking make sure I get it.
So...
Thank you.
I told him about you. I couldn’t help it. It was the only time my breath was taken away. I told him that too btw. I told him that the moment you gave me was so amazing. It’s one I will never forget. I also said I was so speechless I wanted to just kiss you - not make out - kiss you. I told him that I couldn’t believe out of all people you gave me that moment. He said He was...
Game over.
I didn’t want to delete, but I chose to now. I realized I don’t like what I see, so I did something about it. I log into facebook & all I see on my news feed are three consecutive status updates by you. Wtf, you’re not my only friend on there. No. Again, I did something about it. I’m tired of seeing your name & all I can fucking relate it to is that damn d word....
Tonight.
Blue shorts. City hoodie. Chillin’ with barely any make up on. That’s how I kick back , music loud , world gone.
I was bored & wasn’t really feelin’ on doin’ the last load of laundry so instead I went with the boys to training. Holy fuck, hella more heads than usual. I grabbed a chair & chilled as always. Some ngga grabs a chair & sits by me, not too...
He Won't, So He Will.
saasae:
kagankydd:
tedeezy:
You won’t reply to her text messages & won’t pick up her calls, so she talks to another guy who will.
You’re too busy to spend time with her, so she chills with a guy who actually wants to see her.
You’re not making an effort for you & her being together, so she’s with a guy who doesn’t make her feel alone.
Don’t trip when after you guys break up,...
Technology 'advancement'.
We’re barely just getting the ‘green light//red light’ aid in the parking lots here ? The Philippines has had that for herra long. LOL, oh America, you’re so cute.
Same lines , different guys .
He lost something so amazing & perfect , he fucked up , he’s fucking blind.
It kinda upset me hearing that. I don’t know why, I guess I’m tired of hearing it. I don’t generalize everyone by judgment & shit, but it’s so .. old. I don’t know, it’s just complete bullshit to me.
Today.
David randomly hit me up since he was in town. We ended up at Dennys, Starbucks then Walmart. We haven’t hung out since drama happened between us about a year ago. I don’t hold grudges so it was pretty fun catching up.
With the change we all heard about at home, things are definitely going to change. I’m more excited about it than stressed. Of course, I’m not the primary...
The game's boring now.
Foreal. It’s the same shit all over again. If ever a ngga actually gets creative, I still know their next step. I get bored so easily now. Oh my gosh, someone give me some challenge. Mind fuck me or something. I’ll end up lesbian -___- HAHA, sike.
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Random points.
Today was fun. Another memorable day with the mains. I love them, foreal. I finally got to buy my dog tag. Eating with the mains // crew is always fun & hella funny. This really small bite on the bottom of my left eye is somewhat bothersome. Although today was the 184th , I only ended up wearing it for an hour towards the end of the day. I ended up taking it off because I didn’t care...
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finally.
i knew id always do this, but i didnt know id actually follow through this time. i keep surprising myself. so far i already have a handful. i wonder what ill be thinking in a couple years. i wonder if itll change again.
That awkard moment when your PE teacher is fatter...
custombaytees:
“No, how about YOU run the mile in under 8 minutes.”
hahaha
always the thought in my mind.
That line was powerful, too bad it was empty. Look...
Lehs fuck shit up.
It’s Friday night. What does that mean ? More memories with the Mains :] <3 We hit up Dennys this time since the menu was better. Hella goodass call by me. OMFG , their food was orgasmic. We started hella fucking laughing after dinner cohs’a Miles. Oh my goodness I had a headache from all the laughing. As we left I saw Cindy - well she saw me - & shit I realized I...
One in a million.
We’ve known each other for almost a year now. It took soo much for me to say that to you, to anyone for that matter. I won’t say I need you because I don’t. It’s hard for me to be dependent on someone, anyone. Not because I fear their failure, but because that shows weakness to me. I believe I’m the strongest person ever & to do so would be a contradiction. All...
Day two.
I made another tumblr to be able to truly vent everything, but some things that I’d want to vent about that I’m supposed to be able to use this tumblr for, I can’t even say. He unfollowed me on twitter for who knows what reason ((& no i didn’t just realize that, I’ve noticed it probably the day it happened)) & I’m wondering why not tumblr as well ?
...
an amazing time.
i was out with jared from 2pm - 140ish am. it was amazing. i know im on my single tip & after tonight, that doesnt change. but honestly, ive never had such a great clean time with a guy. there was no holding hands, kissing or anything sexual. that is beyond miraculous. i loved it. of course he was flirting a bit , but still. he took me HOME. the only place ill ever call home : the beach....
Smooth it Out Vol.1 by Dj Serts →
dope shit<3
Rehat. Get it ?
The title’s stupid, I know -.-; I was bored. My first day of my third quarter went okay//horrible. The staff was so disorganized & the line for schedule fixing was ridiculous. I only went to two out of my five classes, the only ones that mattered. The other three I need to switch out of. I saw Bernard in the morning & his bitchass has his shit straight. Fucker. I don’t even...
Uglyass mofo.
Happy eighteen dummy kilooooo ! Ngga yer finally legal :] Foreal tho’ we got hella close since yer ass moved here. I’m hella glad the crew still sticks together even though were all over the place & rarely have time for each other. Now, it’s been the mains for half a year. Shiiiiiet , hella irreplaceable memories. I’m hella proud of yer ass for stickin’...
@ the person who recognized me ..
lmao i remember crushing on yu. read yer text messages dork.
ohsnapitsjustin asked: oh shit i remember you!
from blog tv! LOL :D
from blog tv! LOL :D
Last day.
Last night we ended up not going bowling. Daniel flaked. It was fine though since my cousin was here & so we all kicked it. We all haven’t kicked it since the last Pacquiao fight, so it was fun. We watched The Green Hornet & I thought it was fucking funny. LOLOL. We popped best friend’s wfs cherry & then we walked to Wing Stop. We actually killed all the food then went to...
babe.
so im with the mains out at ul cohs plans got cancelled with best. i hella wanted to see andrew tonight too :/ kawawa. haha oh wellps , next time. but babe hella called me to say hi but said hell call me later cohs im out with friends. haha why is he always so cute ?! <3
The last weekend.
I said I had a feeling this weekend was gunna be a bombass way to end my break & it fucking is.
Friday was chill. We all had dinner at texas & fucking laughed so much. Fuck , hella dumbass moments. Kilo & I fucking stayed up till almost seven AM redboxin’ & talkin’. DOPE SHiT.
In a couple hours we woke up to get ready for jpimps king day celeb at boomers. Oh my gosh ,...