I can never completely say what I want when it comes to you. Even when I draft out my thoughts and feelings, something always seems to be missing. But as time goes on and I continue writing about us, it seems that I get a bit closer to what I want to say.
Let me first say this, I love you. I’ve always loved you. Even when the two of us were both completely unaware of our feelings for each other, I know now, I’ve loved you ever since. There was this care far greater than the kind I usually show to people I come across or befriend. I had no idea who you were back in June and I’m sure I was just another girl you added and talked to. Regardless, we both acted like we knew each other all our lives, and although I’m always comfortable with people I don’t know, it was just different with you.
The day we met at the beach was the most amazing day of my life. I think getting lost for a while was part of the fun. Haha. I couldn’t believe that I was home. I haven’t visited in forever and to know that you were with me to do that .. damn. When we made it official, it still gets to me how the sun coincidentally appeared from behind the clouds and the sky started to clear. Whether that was a sign or not, it made the moment that much more beautiful. I felt that whenever you and I were together, everyone would smile at us. I felt like just by the sight of us everyone was able to feel the love you and I share. A part of me even feels that we share it with the random strangers that pass us by.
Every day that passes by is another day of creating memories with you. I’m in love with you babyy. It’s the little things that mean the most to me. The way you look at me makes me melt or the way you smile at me. Sometimes when you stare at me as I talk makes me feel uncomfortable but loved at the same time. Haha, I like it. Thank you for more fun times babyy.
I love the thought that strangers always compliment us or wish us the best. It makes me feel like we’re the only couple out there who are truly in love. I still can’t believe this is happening to us. We’ve already experienced what most people dream of experiencing. I’m glad to be sharing my life with you <3
It’s nice that you get to spend more time with the Mains and you met my friends. It was nice we were able to do so much on our third month together. It meant the world to me.
Although it isn’t the exact time, I’ll still post this. I’m sorry it’s late, but I wanted to try and say everything on this one.
Happy three months my love.
